I'm being monitored in private.. and people I've met/known are involved.
According to them, if something important happens around a disagreement, I could lose it forever, like something in a relationship for example or an important kind of feeling.
If I post my problems online, they give me more problems.
Their problems are getting more serious.
The only problem sometimes is that they are listening to Ellen DeGeneres that I will be hurt and bothered if I post my problems online.
They are giving me problems that cancel out my relationship with an older lady and my life.
They sometimes act like they are acting out me succumbing, when I'm not.
They said now what they say isn't necessarily true but are going crazy.
My dad's mom thinks if anything good happens around anything they don't want me to do, think, or feel that that means I lose the good thing.
My dad mom thinks if I get punished for something, I lose something good if it happens around it, forever.
My dad's mom keeps acting insistent if I have any problems, it's the fault of an older lady I like.
My dad's younger sister thinks if I react physically any way even when alone that I lose something nearby, even if it's big.