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They sometimes act like they are acting out me succumbing, when I'm not.

They keep acting like they are an older lady I like saying it's off because she finally got my fame.. and I sit here and think tackily, "Oh, that's just how it is it doesn't matter and it's supposedly not even so."

So, it seems people could say I'm just being used.  ...like I'm shit if I didn't realize I was being mistreated.

I wonder what I have to work out from the past that piled up when I remained calm..

So, I guess it might be serious they want me to feel older and more boring while others don't.

It seems with the excuse an older lady I like was exploited to punish me for no good reason ... other things have gone wrong because of this.

Some people are being mean to me.

I said I wasn't doing their suggestion and they quickly came back with another example, that I should be withheld and not feel sorry for myself the older lady I like "took" my fame as people punish me for no good reason.

They informed me I just had to exercise, eat, sleep, ... hey, they pulled me out of college sorta.  ... and I just keep doing some things and eventually things will evolve.

The people monitoring me in private are wrong because they think I need to be more mature about losing my fame to an older lady I like.

I was practicing and had my earplugs off from when I'm at my computer, and sometimes, when I can hear cars outside, they're like, "Oh, you mean you hurt Christina," or a bunch of creative things, like they're in dialogue with an older lady I like like they're "having an moment" about me.

What if they are mad?  I felt upset.  I figured the older lady I like might have had something to do with my problems or is just doing so in being seduced into hypnosis all the time.

Ellen's mom put her in the sun young so her hair would be white, and her skin used to be dark, like an orange, as a baby and toddler.

It seems sometimes all Ellen wants to say is that only blondes get it.  However, she seemed rebellious of her mom making her so stimulated and with white hair, so she didn't even do it.  She might think nothing happened in the world because it's only okay with white hair.  What if it's true?  Maybe, we can put an end to her frustrations and unwanted power.

They decided to actually ruin my relationship with an older lady maybe by having now affect later and things I do they think are when I'm upset also..

I feel like they're just sitting there watching me.

So, they said she really has a problem..

They just said and they don't care.

They said the older lady like said every time she's not talking to me means cancer now.  They also said what they say doesn't matter, which I know is why, but they still said it I think.

Something was a big deal to the older lady I like, and they are making it more of a problem maybe because I thought of it.  They want to see her in a perverted way but also like someone else cool, like in her stimulation like it's of someone my age.

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They said now what they say isn't necessarily true but are going crazy.

They are giving me problems that cancel out my relationship with an older lady and my life.

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Their problems are getting more serious.

My dad and Ellen DeGeneres are still mad I posted I was mad they were being mean to me and bothering me with hurtful, illegal noises in my room a lot for a long time.

Just because they're pissed off, the world listens to them, it seems sometimes though.  Aren't we supposed to not worry about that kind of stuff?  Also, I know they are manually framing my life etc., so that's another issue.  It's with the help, agreement, manipulation, etc., somehow, of the people involved monitoring me in private.

They keep acting like I have to think of someone else in funny moments, Olivia Newton-John.

They seem to be using Ellen DeGeneres posing questions and acting like she is quelling an issue, but she really is making it worse and it's not "okay" in some end and isn't stopping yet.

So, "they're" going on purpose, just to be convenient, making me lose big things.

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My dad's younger sister thinks if I react physically any way even when alone that I lose something nearby, even if it's big.

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I'm being monitored in private.. and people I've met/known are involved.

According to them, if something important happens around a disagreement, I could lose it forever, like something in a relationship for example or an important kind of feeling.

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My dad's mom thinks if anything good happens around anything they don't want me to do, think, or feel that that means I lose the good thing.

My dad mom thinks if I get punished for something, I lose something good if it happens around it, forever.

Just now they acted like they couldn't stop hurting me and it made me react physically and then I did something I like, and my dad's mom thinks things that happen around something are "related."  Then that means I can't have it forever.

They keep trying to make me not amount to anything eventually.