Her Problems

She even did it to herself, made herself exploited to annoy me, so it seems though she says it was just a matter of consequence sometimes.

Wouldn't I say if something big happened in my life?  Just to unravel it and for the experience?

I'm getting in more trouble by the older lady I like not admitting she did it if she did..

They seem to sum up what I say and say it's nothing somehow.

My dad can't get enough of himself, saying this is the older lady I like....

They keep acting like someone else abusing me so I don't fight back.

Does anyone socialize to get it out-

They are like my dad in some ways, nothing matters.

They do say the present matters but not for me.

The older lady I like likes to say sure I'll do anything for you, but take that! at least it seems in some of her abstract extensions..

Just because you found something doesn't *mean* it's not important.

I don't wanna argue, I feel like I succumbed to the teaching profession here.

"All you need is food and drink?"

I am just figuring out problems I already know, you know?

Someone is lashing out on me like she's possessed

Just expect things that aren't okay already really to get worse through this system.

You give me attention but took my favorite new relation away.

They think they are giving me attention, but they are eating me away.

"Oh, I'm just A WALLFLOWER"

What do you want me to do, "lose it" and shut up?

They think they can be mean to me like there's always a reason from my past.

I never said to trash her.

So the older lady in your telling me is not very "interesting" but you all exploited her?

So, Ellen DeGeneres has cornered the older lady I like.

The people monitoring me in private keep believing I'm submitting in how they act... and it's really getting to me.

Goes to show you how useless Baby Boomers can seem to be.

They are having problems holding in angry thoughts at me, but it's affecting how I feel about an older lady I like.

I keep getting mean messages by permission of an older lady I like by certain people, like it's necessary.  They want me not to comfort myself inside and make sense of what I'm already thinking.  Gross Orlando and way to take advantage of me.

I can't start fighting because I'm not the one who decides what you do to me, but I wouldn't be mean.  So, I feel like I'm hanging on a long time.

They made me think an older lady I like isn't worth it (for me I guess) and ignoring my knowledge that she has issues ... like she feels affected more easily than me and does big things socially; she gets "affected" in action, according to her surroundings or mine.  What I was explaining trying to say is like there are things about her, like she, like many, "get" more than me socially.  So, like maybe people wouldn't think the same of her if they didn't know what she was capable of doing to me.  So, like she gets a lot for doing a little, my dad's little sister seems to swear, but that sounds unaware or just for her to get inappropriate stimulation; it's like she was all that in some abstract way and now she doesn't "have" to be.  That's just one example, how affected she gets.  Her husband is younger than her, too, and I think worried about their kids.. and doesn't understand/know what to do or what is wrong or he can't fix it.  Her issue is not in her sensitivity but her need for what's inappropriate in relations in stimulation, things no one else does.

Some people or  someone thinks it's 2nd nature that if I'm interested in her I didn't pass some test and it's a no, but anyone could do the same thing.  It sounds like a flashy move, too, for someone.  They are mean to me in private and think I did something wrong when technically I didn't and they're looking out to see if I do things.  I wish I didn't, but it's not that important if that's what I'm held to.  It's like the older lady I like is forfeiting things.  This is so dorky.. I forget why ... but it's dorky because, well I know it's wrong in and of itself and too serious like doing something when you don't know what to do ... something about making a big deal out of things only to I guess ruin it for me socially in some ways, like what I thought were some of my choice relations.

I get thrown things I dislike and it's like I'm being tested to post it here if I don't want it.

For your information, it is actually unusual to poke at all the things that make a person happiest, and humans have great expectations.. it seems you all have forgotten in the wake of this.

So, there's been lasting a big break where we anticipate Ellen DeGeneres will want to ruin something, and so we stop it before she can ruin it.  Bad things started to happen, I mean get told...  Well, Ellen DeGeneres doesn't seem to have pressure in that, seems it's done on purpose, some peculiarity of her.  I just don't want it to get much worse and to say she's doing it like anyone else, but they all want to help and funny she supposedly is the reason and started it.

Sometimes, I wonder if I am being asked a serious question when I don't care.  Consequences.  The future.

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General Problems

They sometimes act like they are acting out me succumbing, when I'm not.

They keep acting like they are an older lady I like saying it's off because she finally got my fame.. and I sit here and think tackily, "Oh, that's just how it is it doesn't matter and it's supposedly not even so."

So, it seems people could say I'm just being used.  ...like I'm shit if I didn't realize I was being mistreated.

I wonder what I have to work out from the past that piled up when I remained calm..

So, I guess it might be serious they want me to feel older and more boring while others don't.

It seems with the excuse an older lady I like was exploited to punish me for no good reason ... other things have gone wrong because of this.

Some people are being mean to me.

I said I wasn't doing their suggestion and they quickly came back with another example, that I should be withheld and not feel sorry for myself the older lady I like "took" my fame as people punish me for no good reason.

They informed me I just had to exercise, eat, sleep, ... hey, they pulled me out of college sorta.  ... and I just keep doing some things and eventually things will evolve.

The people monitoring me in private are wrong because they think I need to be more mature about losing my fame to an older lady I like.

I was practicing and had my earplugs off from when I'm at my computer, and sometimes, when I can hear cars outside, they're like, "Oh, you mean you hurt Christina," or a bunch of creative things, like they're in dialogue with an older lady I like like they're "having an moment" about me.

What if they are mad?  I felt upset.  I figured the older lady I like might have had something to do with my problems or is just doing so in being seduced into hypnosis all the time.

Ellen's mom put her in the sun young so her hair would be white, and her skin used to be dark, like an orange, as a baby and toddler.

It seems sometimes all Ellen wants to say is that only blondes get it.  However, she seemed rebellious of her mom making her so stimulated and with white hair, so she didn't even do it.  She might think nothing happened in the world because it's only okay with white hair.  What if it's true?  Maybe, we can put an end to her frustrations and unwanted power.

They decided to actually ruin my relationship with an older lady maybe by having now affect later and things I do they think are when I'm upset also..

I feel like they're just sitting there watching me.

So, they said she really has a problem..

They just said and they don't care.

They said the older lady like said every time she's not talking to me means cancer now.  They also said what they say doesn't matter, which I know is why, but they still said it I think.

Something was a big deal to the older lady I like, and they are making it more of a problem maybe because I thought of it.  They want to see her in a perverted way but also like someone else cool, like in her stimulation like it's of someone my age.

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They said now what they say isn't necessarily true but are going crazy.

They are giving me problems that cancel out my relationship with an older lady and my life.

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Their problems are getting more serious.

My dad and Ellen DeGeneres are still mad I posted I was mad they were being mean to me and bothering me with hurtful, illegal noises in my room a lot for a long time.

Just because they're pissed off, the world listens to them, it seems sometimes though.  Aren't we supposed to not worry about that kind of stuff?  Also, I know they are manually framing my life etc., so that's another issue.  It's with the help, agreement, manipulation, etc., somehow, of the people involved monitoring me in private.

They keep acting like I have to think of someone else in funny moments, Olivia Newton-John.

They seem to be using Ellen DeGeneres posing questions and acting like she is quelling an issue, but she really is making it worse and it's not "okay" in some end and isn't stopping yet.

So, "they're" going on purpose, just to be convenient, making me lose big things.

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My dad's younger sister thinks if I react physically any way even when alone that I lose something nearby, even if it's big.

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I'm being monitored in private.. and people I've met/known are involved.

According to them, if something important happens around a disagreement, I could lose it forever, like something in a relationship for example or an important kind of feeling.

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My dad's mom thinks if anything good happens around anything they don't want me to do, think, or feel that that means I lose the good thing.

My dad mom thinks if I get punished for something, I lose something good if it happens around it, forever.

Just now they acted like they couldn't stop hurting me and it made me react physically and then I did something I like, and my dad's mom thinks things that happen around something are "related."  Then that means I can't have it forever.

They keep trying to make me not amount to anything eventually.