I was practicing and had my earplugs off from when I'm at my computer, and sometimes, when I can hear cars outside, they're like, "Oh, you mean you hurt Christina," or a bunch of creative things, like they're in dialogue with an older lady I like like they're "having an moment" about me.

What if they are mad?  I felt upset.  I figured the older lady I like might have had something to do with my problems or is just doing so in being seduced into hypnosis all the time.

Ellen's mom put her in the sun young so her hair would be white, and her skin used to be dark, like an orange, as a baby and toddler.

It seems sometimes all Ellen wants to say is that only blondes get it.  However, she seemed rebellious of her mom making her so stimulated and with white hair, so she didn't even do it.  She might think nothing happened in the world because it's only okay with white hair.  What if it's true?  Maybe, we can put an end to her frustrations and unwanted power.

They decided to actually ruin my relationship with an older lady maybe by having now affect later and things I do they think are when I'm upset also..