They sometimes act like they are acting out me succumbing, when I'm not.
They keep acting like they are an older lady I like saying it's off because she finally got my fame.. and I sit here and think tackily, "Oh, that's just how it is it doesn't matter and it's supposedly not even so."
So, it seems people could say I'm just being used. ...like I'm shit if I didn't realize I was being mistreated.
I wonder what I have to work out from the past that piled up when I remained calm..
So, I guess it might be serious they want me to feel older and more boring while others don't.