It seems with the excuse an older lady I like was exploited to punish me for no good reason ... other things have gone wrong because of this.

Some people are being mean to me.

I said I wasn't doing their suggestion and they quickly came back with another example, that I should be withheld and not feel sorry for myself the older lady I like "took" my fame as people punish me for no good reason.

They informed me I just had to exercise, eat, sleep, ... hey, they pulled me out of college sorta.  ... and I just keep doing some things and eventually things will evolve.

The people monitoring me in private are wrong because they think I need to be more mature about losing my fame to an older lady I like.