Wednesday, February 26, 2020

I feel like they're just sitting there watching me.
So, they said she really has a problem..
They just said and they don't care.
They said the older lady like said every time she's not talking to me means cancer now.  They also said what they say doesn't matter, which I know is why, but they still said it I think.
Something was a big deal to the older lady I like, and they are making it more of a problem maybe because I thought of it.  They want to see her in a perverted way but also like someone else cool, like in her stimulation like it's of someone my age.

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General Problems

They said now what they say isn't necessarily true but are going crazy.

They are giving me problems that cancel out my relationship with an older lady and my life.

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Their problems are getting more serious.
My dad and Ellen DeGeneres are still mad I posted I was mad they were being mean to me and bothering me with hurtful, illegal noises in my room a lot for a long time.

Just because they're pissed off, the world listens to them, it seems sometimes though.  Aren't we supposed to not worry about that kind of stuff?  Also, I know they are manually framing my life etc., so that's another issue.  It's with the help, agreement, manipulation, etc., somehow, of the people involved monitoring me in private.
They keep acting like I have to think of someone else in funny moments, Olivia Newton-John.
They seem to be using Ellen DeGeneres posing questions and acting like she is quelling an issue, but she really is making it worse and it's not "okay" in some end and isn't stopping yet.
So, "they're" going on purpose, just to be convenient, making me lose big things.

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My dad's younger sister thinks if I react physically any way even when alone that I lose something nearby, even if it's big.

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I'm being monitored in private.. and people I've met/known are involved.

According to them, if something important happens around a disagreement, I could lose it forever, like something in a relationship for example or an important kind of feeling.

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My dad's mom thinks if anything good happens around anything they don't want me to do, think, or feel that that means I lose the good thing.

My dad mom thinks if I get punished for something, I lose something good if it happens around it, forever.
Just now they acted like they couldn't stop hurting me and it made me react physically and then I did something I like, and my dad's mom thinks things that happen around something are "related."  Then that means I can't have it forever.
They keep trying to make me not amount to anything eventually.